Time drips so slowly for students waiting, planning, day dreaming, bursting at the seams to flow out the front school door like the churning, bubbling water of a rushing stream whose dam has broken, leaving behind scattered bits of debris.
On any given school day, my students arrive with the first rays of sun.
Bleary-eyed and sleep starved but open to the day, these teens shuffle to lockers.
The day may start with math, science, world geography, notes on a piano or words in an essay. Regardless of the class, promise still shimmers at the edges.
By the last class, brains arrived stuffed egos a bit bruised but my students still arrive with kind smiles and willing hearts. They amaze me.
Running late, I hurry out the door, two small dogs in tow.
Winter has not loosened its grip, so I bundle up against the dark & cold.
Almost immediately, a low grumble escapes Georgia’s mouth as she spies something ahead I cannot yet see. When her brother joins in, a flash of pale tan fur emerges from a house’s shadow — a deer, munching on grass and flowers.
But, my noisy duo scares not one, not two… but six deer out of the neighbor’s yard.
The small herd stops momentarily – just ahead of us – to look our way.
My troop watches as each deer passes below the bright spot of the corner street lamp.
Suddenly, the world seems bigger, less ordinary. The day ahead holds a new kind of promise.
When I was young, I created worlds from acorn tops, bits of moss, flower petals and pine boughs gathered on walks in the woods with my grandmother.
I imagined mice and wee nuthatches visiting beneath towering tulips.
Just this morning, I picked up a plump pine cone, the color of Sierra Redwoods, to add to a montage growing on the fireplace mantle. A piece of driftwood and two small grape hyacinths add color, texture to the arrangement, just waiting for the mice friends of my youth.
While visiting my grandmother at age seven, my father and I wandered onto the large Santa Monica Pier in the late afternoon.
A small store half way down the pier offered cases full of tiny handblown glass animals.
Rays of sunlight glinted, turning the room into a kaleidoscope unlike anything my young eyes had ever seen. I begged for one or two treasures.
Back home, I carefully packed the unicorn, elephant and tiny giraffe in cotton, then tissue paper before loading them gently into my small backpack.
The hardtop playground at my elementary school was a sea of inky black asphalt, dark and unforgiving.
As an adult, I can look back knowing Tommy D. had no ill intent when he grabbed for the gentle giraffe. But, the result was the same… shards of glistening glass studded the blacktop like diamonds in the rough.
Across the street a new set of brightly painted swings beckons.
For the young, swings are a chance to soar high above the everyday.
For teens, swings are a spot to meet at dusk, dragging feet in the dirt while talking about anything, everything. Twisting the chains in slow circles, before unwinding to start again.
For adults, swings are nostalgia. It is as an adult we realize swings are so much more than swings.